EDIT: This is the most edited post on any of my blogs. If you ever come across this (highly unlikely) and if you happen to like reading it (*giving you weird looks if you nod your head in affirmative*), then be sure to check back often. Coz this will keep changing as my vision of myself gets clearer! :P
I am a Saggi! The quintessential one! I am bound to fall anywhere & everywhere. I trip way too much. I am way too clumsy. (Psst... Its difficult balancing a human's torso on a horse's legs!)
I am the eternal optimist. I am a die-hard romantic. I just don't see the world through rose-tinted glasses. I want the world to be rosy enough, that those glasses are not required. I like giving everyone the benefit of doubt. I don't hold onto grudges. I never could, even if I tried.
The truth is I have my own set of 'fairies to please and demons to fight'; and I could seriously do without the drama.
I am not a bad person. I don't deliberately hurt someone. Trouble is often "sorries" aren't worth a dime, where a broken heart is concerned. 'Sorries' make me uncomfortable - whether I say them or whether the person in front of me is saying them. For me, I let go of my guilt when I see a smile directed at me from the person I have hurt. I have always been a 'forget rather than forgive' person. This helps me to internalize the anguish I feel when I feel hurt or when I feel guilty for the hurt I render someone. This also leads me to let go of many things in life, forget most things in life - not always the bad ones. So pardon me if I forget the good times. I try - to recollect some...
I am pretty damn smart (if I may say so about myself). I am a walking-talking encyclopedia for most stuff around. I can sprout off trivia from the tip of my tongue, off my head, at the moment, whatever term you would like to quote. My RAM is simply superb (courtesy to all those almonds I ate when I was young - jk ;-) ) You can say, I have a razor sharp memory, contradictory to my blanking out painful memories. I am a weirdo that ways!
I may not be the classical bookworm, but I am a voracious reader. I read just about anything and everything, except biographies (perhaps) and economics. I hate those - coz I probably do not understand them - either of the two. I can't make my head understand complicated money matters (simple ones are fine) and my heart understand the need to bare it all in a book. I much prefer this coward's way of giving away snippets of my life in an anonymous blog. Thank you very much! ;-)
I am a movie buff, not the greatest, but one still. I love watching movies - even the ones whose language I do not understand! When I was young, I used to watch the regional language film of the week, every Sunday on DD. That is the kind of dedication I have had for movies.
I aint an atheist. I just believe that religion should be something personal, that is to say between you and your God. A place of worship mostly complicates matters, especially when there is a congregation. If you are spending some alone time there by yourself, I am all for going to a place of worship.
I make friends easily, I converse a lot, I am a good listener. I have a crazy sense of humor. If its just plain ol' friendship one is looking for, I come across as the most approachable kinds. At the same time, I have always had an unapproachable aura around me as far as sexual interest goes. I have never been someone who attracts male attention just based on my looks. I am alright enough in the looks department if somewhat overweight. I may not be beautiful, but I can look pretty (sometimes... everyone does). Don't get me wrong - I do not lack self esteem. I see things the way they are. I am a work in progress!
I like strange things and some, not so strange ones.
I like the smell of petrol.
I like the smell of fresh paint.
I like the smell of rain... rather the smell of wet earth.
I like eating Pani Puri, Biryani, Popcorn, Chocolate; not in that particular order! :P
I like the color - black, of course!
I like putting a thin layer of fevicol on my finger tips and then removing the pseudo skin from the same fingers.
I like to keep shut in the mornings.
I like to blabber on in the day and way into the night.
I like movies, books - vicarious pleasures, you see! :-P
I like dogs... even street ones, so much so that I make friends with a dog too fast.
I like a street dog sleeping in the sun in winters. I feel like curling up next to him in the sun.
I like re-wrapping food remains & waste back into the original packing, while in flight or in train. Weirdo! :P
I do not have a sweet tooth; instead I have a salty one (even considering my low bp tendencies). However, I love Chocolate, but nothing sweet much else.
The best gift a guy can give a girl is not expensive clothes, not perfumes, not jewelry, not diamonds, not solitaire, not even a ring. But a charm bracelet. With a single significant charm on it, personal to just the two of them, and with a promise to give her a new charm for the same bracelet for future occasions. Why? Coz I think that it is his way of showing commitment to her for life and an unsaid promise to build future memories with her.
I have a will of iron. I strongly believe that if I have to, I can do anything. A testimony to my determination - I lost about 4 stones in the last 6 months & still counting! That also shows how much I have to lose! :P..... Psst... I am targeting wearing a bikini on a nude beach in Greece! (coz that is the only place I will feel comfortable in a bikini! :D)
I am lazy, I procrastinate stuff. I start a thing and I get bored by the time I have to complete it. I am not regular. If I had to get readers, they would get bored waiting for me to put up new stuff.
I compartmentalize stuff. I line up things, bulletize lists, segregate them. That is not to say I am tidy. My desk will be the most messy. But if you see any of my mails, they will be the most sorted out. All the 't's will be cut and the 'i's will be dotted. All punctuation marks will be in their places. All paragraphs in line. All lists will be numbered, even in personal mails. And if I see a 'set desk' I will invariably straighten it up so that each thing is equidistant from the other equivalent thing, or there will be a pattern in the set after I leave that desk. There is a strange method to my madness.
I'm opinionated. I have an opinion about everything. Even if I do not share it with you, which more often than not I won't if you are not close to me. And even when I do share opinions I won't share the thoughts swirling in the deepest, darkest or perhaps brightest corners of my mind. I have so many secrets; that my secrets have secrets! ;-)
So I took up to writing blogs, yes blogs.. coz I write too many of them... infrequently. There is no regularity. But again all of them are 'compartmentalized' There is one with lyrics to songs I like, then there is one to thoughts or words of famous or not so famous people I like, there is one with graffiti kind of statements, there is one with dreams I see (which is rare in itself) to interpret their meanings, there is one with poems I write on and off, there is one even with stories I thought of and there is one of my opinions as well. And they are all through my rose tinted glasses, only I pretend there are no glasses on my face - just contacts! See if you can find them all! :P
I am a Saggi! The quintessential one! I am bound to fall anywhere & everywhere. I trip way too much. I am way too clumsy. (Psst... Its difficult balancing a human's torso on a horse's legs!)
I am the eternal optimist. I am a die-hard romantic. I just don't see the world through rose-tinted glasses. I want the world to be rosy enough, that those glasses are not required. I like giving everyone the benefit of doubt. I don't hold onto grudges. I never could, even if I tried.
The truth is I have my own set of 'fairies to please and demons to fight'; and I could seriously do without the drama.
I am not a bad person. I don't deliberately hurt someone. Trouble is often "sorries" aren't worth a dime, where a broken heart is concerned. 'Sorries' make me uncomfortable - whether I say them or whether the person in front of me is saying them. For me, I let go of my guilt when I see a smile directed at me from the person I have hurt. I have always been a 'forget rather than forgive' person. This helps me to internalize the anguish I feel when I feel hurt or when I feel guilty for the hurt I render someone. This also leads me to let go of many things in life, forget most things in life - not always the bad ones. So pardon me if I forget the good times. I try - to recollect some...
I am pretty damn smart (if I may say so about myself). I am a walking-talking encyclopedia for most stuff around. I can sprout off trivia from the tip of my tongue, off my head, at the moment, whatever term you would like to quote. My RAM is simply superb (courtesy to all those almonds I ate when I was young - jk ;-) ) You can say, I have a razor sharp memory, contradictory to my blanking out painful memories. I am a weirdo that ways!
I may not be the classical bookworm, but I am a voracious reader. I read just about anything and everything, except biographies (perhaps) and economics. I hate those - coz I probably do not understand them - either of the two. I can't make my head understand complicated money matters (simple ones are fine) and my heart understand the need to bare it all in a book. I much prefer this coward's way of giving away snippets of my life in an anonymous blog. Thank you very much! ;-)
I am a movie buff, not the greatest, but one still. I love watching movies - even the ones whose language I do not understand! When I was young, I used to watch the regional language film of the week, every Sunday on DD. That is the kind of dedication I have had for movies.
I aint an atheist. I just believe that religion should be something personal, that is to say between you and your God. A place of worship mostly complicates matters, especially when there is a congregation. If you are spending some alone time there by yourself, I am all for going to a place of worship.
I make friends easily, I converse a lot, I am a good listener. I have a crazy sense of humor. If its just plain ol' friendship one is looking for, I come across as the most approachable kinds. At the same time, I have always had an unapproachable aura around me as far as sexual interest goes. I have never been someone who attracts male attention just based on my looks. I am alright enough in the looks department if somewhat overweight. I may not be beautiful, but I can look pretty (sometimes... everyone does). Don't get me wrong - I do not lack self esteem. I see things the way they are. I am a work in progress!
I like strange things and some, not so strange ones.
I like the smell of petrol.
I like the smell of fresh paint.
I like the smell of rain... rather the smell of wet earth.
I like eating Pani Puri, Biryani, Popcorn, Chocolate; not in that particular order! :P
I like the color - black, of course!
I like putting a thin layer of fevicol on my finger tips and then removing the pseudo skin from the same fingers.
I like to keep shut in the mornings.
I like to blabber on in the day and way into the night.
I like movies, books - vicarious pleasures, you see! :-P
I like dogs... even street ones, so much so that I make friends with a dog too fast.
I like a street dog sleeping in the sun in winters. I feel like curling up next to him in the sun.
I like re-wrapping food remains & waste back into the original packing, while in flight or in train. Weirdo! :P
I do not have a sweet tooth; instead I have a salty one (even considering my low bp tendencies). However, I love Chocolate, but nothing sweet much else.
The best gift a guy can give a girl is not expensive clothes, not perfumes, not jewelry, not diamonds, not solitaire, not even a ring. But a charm bracelet. With a single significant charm on it, personal to just the two of them, and with a promise to give her a new charm for the same bracelet for future occasions. Why? Coz I think that it is his way of showing commitment to her for life and an unsaid promise to build future memories with her.
I have a will of iron. I strongly believe that if I have to, I can do anything. A testimony to my determination - I lost about 4 stones in the last 6 months & still counting! That also shows how much I have to lose! :P..... Psst... I am targeting wearing a bikini on a nude beach in Greece! (coz that is the only place I will feel comfortable in a bikini! :D)
I am lazy, I procrastinate stuff. I start a thing and I get bored by the time I have to complete it. I am not regular. If I had to get readers, they would get bored waiting for me to put up new stuff.
I compartmentalize stuff. I line up things, bulletize lists, segregate them. That is not to say I am tidy. My desk will be the most messy. But if you see any of my mails, they will be the most sorted out. All the 't's will be cut and the 'i's will be dotted. All punctuation marks will be in their places. All paragraphs in line. All lists will be numbered, even in personal mails. And if I see a 'set desk' I will invariably straighten it up so that each thing is equidistant from the other equivalent thing, or there will be a pattern in the set after I leave that desk. There is a strange method to my madness.
I'm opinionated. I have an opinion about everything. Even if I do not share it with you, which more often than not I won't if you are not close to me. And even when I do share opinions I won't share the thoughts swirling in the deepest, darkest or perhaps brightest corners of my mind. I have so many secrets; that my secrets have secrets! ;-)
So I took up to writing blogs, yes blogs.. coz I write too many of them... infrequently. There is no regularity. But again all of them are 'compartmentalized' There is one with lyrics to songs I like, then there is one to thoughts or words of famous or not so famous people I like, there is one with graffiti kind of statements, there is one with dreams I see (which is rare in itself) to interpret their meanings, there is one with poems I write on and off, there is one even with stories I thought of and there is one of my opinions as well. And they are all through my rose tinted glasses, only I pretend there are no glasses on my face - just contacts! See if you can find them all! :P
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